“Dank ooze, dank ooze, dank ooze, dank ooze.”
It took every hungover step of Cashin Avenue,
from the corner on Empire where once I rented
a basement apartment from a disreputable landlord, and wanted
nothing other than to sleep the clock around
forever, to the lights on Blackmarsh Road: the ground
still heaped in banks of filthy snow and shit
thawing in this, what’s supposed to be spring—my daughter’s mitts
and matching boots hot pink, against my better judgment—
before I understood what the hell she meant
by that. Took the turn toward Blackshire Courts. Climbing up the slope
much steeper than I remembered. Past the gas station, the boarded‐up shops,
the factory bakery, the empty lots overgrown
with weeds, where we could see this entire shithole town
laid out below us: the high school, the dockyards, the courthouse, the penitentiary,
the brewery, the cathedral, the mental hospital, and the cemetery.
She kept saying this prayer
right to the door
of Nanny’s low-rent dump:
Thanking the ground for holding us up.
From The Malahat Review's fall issue #228