I am 100 years pregnant, old as a tree
that must pry up its roots
to wade through the swamp-air.
It is the Year of the Rat,
and you, fetal, are curled and pink
inside the shredded nest of my womb.
The world is a heaped pile
of broken trinkets and sharp edges.
the ether is a living virus
we breathe in sips. I want you to know
that when you were conceived
we shared air like water,
dipping our faces
in its cold pure sweetness.
From The Malahat Review's fall issue #220